Before 2018 ends make a new promise to you

Stop apologizing to the people.The persons who hate you will hate you at your best.Those who love you will love you at your worst. The persons who were not just with you but rather standing with you will definitely will be with you in the coming year. The only thing you have to do is revised your mistakes, apologize to yourself and make a new promise to become better than ever.
Those persons and things which draw towards negativity get away from them one more step. Those people and things you love, love them more.